12 Juli 2016

sedih itu

anak bayi lagi sakit, tapi gabisa nganterin ke rumah sakit karena harus masuk kantor.  :(((

01 Januari 2015

it's NEW YEAR agaaiinn! :))

I don't have any idea about what will happened next..
it could be good, it could be bad.
it could be continued, it could be end.
it could be happy, it could be sad.
just let me follow the flow like I used to.
then we'll see where it ends .. 


but I wish it would be a glorious ones :)

19 Juni 2014

...


if I could, I would like to do whining all day all night like I used to, to free my heart out. 
if I could, I would like to go any place. take a comfy seat in the corner. staring at the dark sky outside the window. cry my heart out.
if I could, I would like to tell you that I'm not okay.
but, will you care that much?

31 Desember 2013

lesson to learn.. #2013

years changing, life changing, people changing, everything changing.. 
some of them are changing into a better one and some are just becoming worst. some are look like in a stable way, but they must be changing too. they're just not showed it up. 

in a few moment, 2013 will turning to 2014. 
from families, friends, co workers and all the people around, I learned..

` don't act as if you're the victim of anything. it only makes people put a pity to you. 

` don't pretend as if you don't need anyone. you live a social life. you'll never know when it comes for you to need a help.

` don't runaway from reality. you may looks happy for a moment, but you can't lie to yourself that what you truly feel is an emptyness.

` open your heart. be welcome. life is not only about family and friends. just like the coffee, you need a mate!

many lesson to learn, but the most lesson I've learned; life is not only about you, what you think, what you do. so don't act as if you're good. because in fact, you're not that good..