personally, my son's birth is one of the best gift God ever gave me. and I'm so in love with the gift 🖤
I don't know whether my parents think so about my birthday too
but I think they love me
they love me until they don't mind giving care to my son while I go back to work
they ask me to go back to work
they say I'm still too young to be a stay at home mother
they say I'm still too young to spend time at home only, taking care of my son
they say I have to go out
they will taking care of my son for me
then I try..
earlier this year, God answers
I go back to work after vacoom for about 1,5 years
I got a job in the government officer
both of my parents are really happy, since this is their forever dream job for me
and I'm happy to make them happy
yet I sad have to be separated for a while from my son
but it's prohibited for us to give up, isn't it?
this morning I heard ustad in TV station said,
"give up is a sign of hopeless. and in Islam it's prohibited to be hopeless"
so, Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim
