Dear baby, I love you. You have to know, I never want to see you sleeping in that bed dear. I never!
One of my friend sent prayer when I told him that you were in hospital. He said, "May your baby get well very soon. And may this condition will ease your sins."
Me wants to cry ...
Dear baby, if you were got sick because of my sins, I'm sorry darling. I never want to see you sick. I love you. I really love you. Even I love you more than I love myself. I'll give my everything for you, your now, your future. InsyaAllah I'll do my best for you. I'm sorry for being a full of sins mother. I'm sorry for making you feel that way. I'm sorry for making you sick. I'm so sorry. If I could, I would like to replace your position with mine. Let me be the one who sick, and you stay healthy. But I can't....
May you will always be under Allah protection dear. And may Allah forgive all my sins. I'm full of sins. I love you darling. I love you. May you get a super speedy recovery. Be healthy again. I love you, love. I love you..
