36th

I think my unforgettable birthday was on my 20th. some friends of mine came into AgriFM studio to surprised me while I was on air. wkwkw. if I remember then, it was magic that mas Ir allowed them did that. wkwkw

mas Ir is the Music Director of AgriFM. he's King of the King of AgriFM 👑 and he was sooooo scaaaaaary.. yaaa.. that scaaaaryyy.... wkwkwkw. even till now, I'm still scared of him 😅

after that surprised, they waited for me till I'm done airing. then we walked to Bara to had lunch at Sulung Sari (anak ipb darmaga aja sih yang tau ini wkwkwk) we go through KorTan (koridor tanah) and as long as the corridor, they keep telling everyone. YES DEFINETELY EVERYONE we met along the way that that day was my birthday. they also sang out loud this lyrics for me "Tuhan kirimkanlah fichuu, kekasih yang baik haati, yang mencintaaai fichu, apa aaadanyaaa~" wkwkwkwk. along the road~ can you imagine how embarassed I am?  wkwkwk... YES THEY ARE ALL INSANE! BUT I LOVE THEM.... 💕💕💕

inside the studio

at Sulung Sari

the night before, another friend of mine who was a singer in AgriaSwara and  co-friend in AgriFM too, called and woke me up at midnight then gently sang me "Happy Birthday". me? blush of course! 

can you find me? he was standing next to me

honestly, I'm not into birthday. my parents didn't teach me to celebrate the day. every year they only gave me the word Happy Birthday, wishes, kisses. just it. and it's enough for me.

aaand a week ago was my 36th. days before my 36th, the memory of my 20th birthday was keep on running in my head. I just remember the event, the people, the voice. then I think the moments is repeated. I don't think it was organized. it just a spontaneous act. but in a gorgeous one! have you ever imagine a candle above orange? yaa. the orange fruit! they sang me Happy Birthday and ask me to blow the candle above the orange. wkwkwk. impressive! 😂

(this is from mbacipa)

the other day, after the #GoestoCampus event at a Padjajaran Suites Hotel in Bogor, we are having evaluation meeting at Weekend.ers Bogor. they did it again. before the meeting started, I heard intro of Happy Birthday song and asked someone next to me; who's birthday? and he answered; you, of course! || mine is already yesterday. || it's you, mbak. said the other one in front of me. and they started singing Happy Birthday again. wkwkwk. okaaayyy... it's still my day... wkwkwk.... 

when it was about to finished, another Happy Birthday song was started again, when I look at my back, the resto crew are coming to me, singing Happy Birthday in a very high tone while bringing a slice of Red Velvet cake in a plate written "Happy Birthday Ficha" and several paper (idk what's written on the paper) buuutttttt.....  t.h.i.s  i.s  a.m.a.z.i.n.g wkwkwkwk..... this is just more that I ever expected. wkwkwkw

(this one is from mbaade paddle pop)

(this one is from mas Hendra whom he shared to masMar. wkwkw)

(this one is from mbaThelma 🤍🩷🩵)

and this is the cake

during the song, I just keep on laughing. I laughed at how amazing Allah bless me with anything. LITERALLY EVERYTHING. I suddenly remember the word from an old movie titled UnguViolet. one of Dian Sastro dialogue was "Tuhan, diantara sedihku, Kau selipkan juga bahagiaku" and yes indeed. I've been through a long and rough way. I don't even care anymore about my birthday. but they care. wkwkkw... 

Thank you. THANK YOU! I don't have any other words but thank you.... and the arranger of this heboh moment is mbaThelma. wkwkwk... makassi mbaTheelll..... I never imagined you would do this much for me. thank youuu so much. thank you to the moon and back. thank you a billion buuuuunch!!!! 🩷🩵🩶❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍🤎