this is for SEPTEMBER

lemme remember what the good things which is happened to September..

huuum.. nothing. everything is not good. my feeling, my health even my skin :| pulang mudik, pulang hore-hore sama keluarga, pulang jalan-jalan mengitari Sumatera Barat mendaki gunung, main di pantai dan menanjak bukit, rusaaak semuanya. badan gak enak, suara ilang, kulit muka kusam, jerawatan, aaaku jeeeleeekk..... :'((

trus setelah kegalauan akan segala hal yang melanda, di suatu pagi yang cerah datanglah seorang nasabah rutin yang emang biasa ngobrol sama gue. iseng aja awalnya nanya "obat jerawat yang bagus apa yah?" dan pembicaraan pun berlanjut. emang udah temenan di bbm sejak lama, tapi jarang ngobrol. paling basa-basi gitu doang. dan dia menyarankan beberapa obat jerawat racikan dokter yang dijual di apotiknya. dan voila! hasilnya amazing. seiiring dengan membaiknya kondisi kesehatan dan perasaan, jerawat pun berguguran. huhuuu.. he's my savior... sayang sekali tidak seiman. hhe.. nyelip curcol dikit :p 

tapi dia baik. dan dia bikin akyu kembali cantik. yaudahlahya.. ;))

apalagi ya.. oh! les nyetir! haha.. sekarang udah ada kemajuan. gue udah bisa jalan (lumayan lurus) dan mengatur jarak waktu mau belok dengan sempurna.  ihiiiyy.. ;)) nahan kopling di macet juga udah lumayan bisa. tapi kalo ada tanjakan, keringet dingin seketika. ahaha... dan another taaapii adalaah itu cuma berlaku kalo di jalanan sepi. di jalanan rame, lupa lagi semuanya. berantakan. mess.. hahaha.. 

keep trying lah pokoknya. 

dan keep fighting in this amazing world! 

yeaaaayyy.. \:D/

this is for AUGUST

what happened to my August? a lot!

I took 6 days of annual leave and go to my hometown, West Sumatera.

in real world, I do spending time together with the whole big families. honestly I have no significant contact with them in my daily life. mom do that. 

in virtual? I do some contact with the closest friends in Jakarta. huum, can be calculated by hands. only some, who are really important to me :')

there is too much story to tell. better I post some photos here. 

cause photos can tell more than words can say. *ahey! :p

so here they are... 

@ my grandma's house!

this is the first day of eid :)

Paoeh Kambar (what-a-tiny-station :)))

about 70 metres from my grandma's house

Pantai Ulakan

about 30 minutes from my grandma's house

Payakumbuh

take my aunt and uncle home

Bukittinggi! Jam Gadang!

my childhood environment.. ♥

Pantai Padang (if I'm not mistaken :p)

after bought some gift for family and friends

in one of the mosque in Palembang

the big one (I forgot the name)

what a long way to go home -___- me? bored!

I don't have any idea about when will I be back again. we did this 2 years, back2back. and I dislike the after effects :|

however, there must be a coming home for every journey. 

and it was fun! I was happy :)

but me, my heart, my soul, belong to Jakarta. even if I hate the traffic, weather, office, people and every-annoying-things on it, deep inside my heart I looove this city.

and yes! me, belong to Jakarta :')

hello again ~bloggieland :D

what a long time no see.. I miss you soooo much! 

gile, terakhir apdet bulan Juli dan sekarang udah akhir oktober aja. lama sekaaali aku tak menyentuhmu, menjamahmu dan berbagi kasih sayang bersamamu. huhu.. maafkan aaku ~bloggieland tersayang. there's a lot of scene of life you've already missed :( 

but, no worries lah ya. I've been back noow. yeaaaayy! :D

dan kekembalian ku kali ini sudah sangat tak terbendung lagi karna abis baca twit-nya si sonia eryka. dan ternyata hari ini adalah hari blogger! WOW..

3hSonia Eryka ‏@SoniaEryka

Yayy, Selamat Hari Blogger semuanya! :D

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I wont declare myself as a blogger karna blog gue juga isinya cuma kisaran tentang travelling-moment sama lalaland gue doang aja. hha. tapi at least I had you my dearest ~bloggieland :* dan gue gamau berlama-lama jadi empunya blog yang murtad. memiliki tapi tak melengkapi. apalah artinya hidup iini anak nongkroong.. eaaa... :)))

and so, gue juga gaboleh ketinggalan dong. gue juga mau ngucapin, 

Selamat Hari Blogger semuanya :D 

dan selamat kembali menyala untuk ~bloggieland ku tersayang :*

peluk cium hangat basah termesra dari akyu buat semua yang suka, pernah dan kebetulan lagi mampir. makasih selama ini udah suka komen, baik disini maupun lewat situs microblogging sebelah. walau belakangan gak pernah ada apdet. huhu. jangan pernah bosen yaa..

and at last, please.. welcoming me again in my ~bloggieland 

yeaaaayyy!

eaasy.... |:D

seneng2 aja lah
take this life easy..

so, this is the third competition in life ya (!?)
1. graduated from college
2. get a job
3. get married
then after that, having child. go get them into school. making preparation for their future...

I think I'm gonna love this kind of life

hmm...
somehow I think I'm desperate enough of leaving from being a- 'miss' to be a- 'mrs'
I'm not ready honestly
and would never be ready (I think)
but I have to be
I have to!

and this is life
life must go on, isn't it?
don't make it into gloom
just take all the oppurtunities ahead
and take this life easy..
eaaaasy....

SPEEDY - SPEED THAT ANYONE CAN'T TRUST

IT WOULD BE BETTER TO RETHINK BEFORE USING SPEEDY

I HAD BECOME A LOYAL CUSTOMER SINCE 2009, 

AND VERY DISAPPOINTED BY THEIR SERVICES

BIG COMPANY, BIG MARKET BUT DISAPPOINTING

WHAT A SERVICES!!

and I'm dreaming about...

and it feels like ...

... I lost my words to tell about anything to anyone

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

gue lagi suka banget sama lagunya Christina Perri - A Thousand Years. tiap nyalain music player di bb, lagu pertama yang pengen didenger pasti itu. tiap nyalain laptop, lagu pertama yang diputer di windows media player juga itu. sampe di kamar mandi pun, nyanyi2-nya lagu itu.

awal denger dari radio (kayanya). tapi seperti biasa, gue gak pernah ngeh siapa yang nyanyi dan judul lagunya apa. sampe pas nikahan cuple awal mei kemaren, perjalanan pulang, denger radio, wina nyanyi2. dan karena penasaran yang sudah tak terbendung lagi plus ada akses di depan mata, gue tanya lah. waktu wina bilang Christina Perri, komentar gue langsung "ah, dia mah nyanyinya galau2 mulu" karena emang gue gak merhatiin liriknya. hhe.. trus dikasitau deh sama doi kalo lagu ini original soundtrack-nya breaking down, tentang bella yang akhirnya bla..bla..bla juga sama edward. ke-kepo-an gue pun semakin menjadi-jadi. sampe akhirnya baru minggu lalu sempet browsing vidio klip-nya di youtube. dan ternyata, unyuuu~ 

humpfhh.. (*hembusan nafas panjang pertama)

aku juga mau kaya bella :'|

selain nyokap-bokap yang emang udah semakin nanya2, gue juga udah mulai mikirin sih. hhe.. kalo selama ini gue ogah2an dikenalin ke sodara, anak temen bokap, kenalan tante-nya nyokap, temen-nya temen, dan yang lain-lain, sekarang kayanya yaudahlah. nunggu apa lagi sih gue. hahaha.

humpfhh.. (*hembusan nafas panjang kedua)

better I post the vidio and so the lyrics here

so you (readers) can get what I mean 

heart beats fast

colours and promises

how to be brave?

how can I love when I'm afraid to fall?

but watching you stand alone

all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

one step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

darling don't be afraid 

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

time stands still beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away what's standing in front of me

every breath

every hour has come to this

one step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

darling don't be afraid 

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

and all along I believed I would find you

time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

humpfhh... (*hembusan nafas panjang ketiga)

Amin ya Allah :'| 

so, I want to have it one!!

setidaknya gue yg sebenernya lulus S1 IPB tahun 2009 dengan IPK tiga-koma-sekian dan untuk saat ini baru bisa berprofesi sebagai teler di sebuah Bank BUMN di Jakarta, punya sesuatu yang (mungkin) bisa untuk dibanggakan.

and I really want to have it one....

Ya Allah, I'm begging You :'|

please help me